I like to keep the random notes in my wallet for stupid amounts of time. For the one dollar and 5 dollar bills, the different colours that they have really makes me feel at ease inside for some reason. I would rather break up the larger denominations then to part with the green and blue ones.

My OP is like on the last day so to all those who have it on the earlier days, fuck you. 1 week to play while I still have to fret over random shit for no apparent reason at all.

The balance is shifting slowly.

Show me ze papers

Random Notes:

I can’t pin a face on it. Even though I have seen it a lot of times, I can’t seem to be able to retrieve the image from the back spaces of my mind. It’s there somewhere, I may be able to edge out a pair of eyes or something, but I can never piece it together. Hmm

It’s kinda ironic that it’s supposed to be inner qualities valued over everything else, that the rest is superficial and fleeting. Yet, we all know that it’s the inner qualities that can be changed over time but you will need money to change your fuck face. How’s that for surface thought?

Uncontrolled laughter is totally scary and mesmerising

Signing Off…………………It’s like a softer, cutesy version of the original.

After today, I am fully contemplating downing a pot of coffee before doing my Oral Presentation. Temporary high it creates gives me that added boost to the already deep contempt I have for morbidly obese people.

Only thing that sucks would be the crash after the high, totally out at home. No energy to do PW at all. However, it’s weird. It seems that I don’t really have much else to do for PW now. I think I am missing the madness and the rush that comes with PW, but I guess you can just attribute that to my aim of not an A, but a B grade. Hope is the first step towards disappointment.

Random Notes:

This has replaced “Mahvel Baybee” as my Get Hype video

I don’t really care for Icy Tower anymore. At the start it was fun to be somewhere the top in terms of score but now, it seems everyone is better than me. Give up lah.

Signing Off……….. The gap. Is insane. So little, not enough to make a difference but. Why?

It’s almost as if my dream came true. Not that badly, but bad enough. My paper 2 is gonna be marked from 60 downwards. That’s how badly I screwed it up.

All the talk about taking CLB is gonna be thrown out of the window here. That was the single most difficult Chinese paper that I have taken in my years of taking the mother tongue.

This is gonna suck. Failure is inbound

I am not free from the devils that reside within the Chinese classrooms. 1 more year it seems.

Fuck this shit.

Random Notes:

Firsts: Never have I bled when playing tennis, until today.

Thigh cramps, calf cramps and achilles tendon pulled. I need to stretch more.

It seems that I am still not immune to the effects of Sports after McSpicy

Silent observations. Fat girls should not wear short skirts. Fat girls should not wear short shorts. Fat girls should just wear a robe. Seriously, we know it’s not comfortable for you or our eyes, so why torture yourself, struggling to fit into those ginormously yet relatively tiny pants.

Signing Off…………… All hope is lost

Had a dream, a rather scary one.

Caught in the classroom, it is silent save for the incessant scribbling all around me. I glance down at an unwritten Chinese script with half an hour remaining. I reach for my pen, which gets further away as I paw towards it. The cold sweat drenches my uniform as I struggle to compose myself.

The intro is written, but the dictionary is nowhere to be found. My mind turns a blank, clawing at the corners to force the words out. The literal transliteration machine in my head forms in front of my eyes, breaking down into it’s components and dusting away.

Pen in hand, I use the simplest of words to word out my thoughts onto paper. Such is the story of a boy writing about his childhood hopes and dreams, shattered, by the enormity and harsh realities of the world.

Not even into the body of the text, the examiner screams PENS DOWN into my ear. I look around at the familiar faces around me, confident faces around me as I slump back into my seat, tears rolling down my face.

So vivid. So surreal. So out of this world. It scares me.

Let’s just hope that doesn’t happen tomorrow.

If not, fuck it. Chinese for another year.

Random Notes:

The bronze gives in to the first

I can’t find my Chinese TB. GG

Signing Off…………….. Damn. Just. Damn

Start with a star, end with a hex, punctuate it with apostrophes. Who the hell does that?

Currently trying to finally catch the annual Simpsons Treehouse of Horror. Still seeing if this is the first year that I can watch it all.

I just checked back on 31st October last year. It was actually the day of my epic fail E Maths Paper 2.

I think it is time for the rebirth of the habit of carrying a list around with me at all times. Listing that before I leave any area I must have my wallet, handphone, keys, iPod and a new addition, my thumbdrive. Of course, this failed the last time as apparently I did not have a second list to remind myself to look at the first list.

I have lost my thumbdrive, again. And I am not able to find it anymore.

*Cue cheesy 50’s music*

Random Notes:

Google image search sucks when a search term turns up the same picture, just in different resolutions.

Studying for ‘A’ Levels Chinese. How in the hell do you do that?

Sure they were

Again. Stop.

Signing Off…………. Using a collective noun instead of a singular one is disturbing

Been tired as hell for the past few days, dragging my lifeless body around for the sake of PW. The only time you see me a little more lively is when I can’t really take it anymore and have to let loose. Other than that, I am most likely thinking about random stuff while staring blankly at computer monitors.

Finally a PW free day at home, going to see if I can get some extra shut-eye today. Anything before 11 would be awesome. Whatever tan I go is already fading away, crazy eyebags are back.

And wtf, I can’t find my thumbdrive.

*Edit* Found it.

Random Notes:

Everyone gets distracted by the crazy colours.

It’s gonna kill me sooner or later

Selective viewing makes the world seem so much better

“I WIN!!!”

Signing Off………………. It’s like you are chewing something in mid-air with your mouth open, stranger than you can imagine

Desperately trying to find things to make my OP slides less boring. Currently failing hard and pretty much resorting to pictures of more fat people. Damn

The PW sessions are getting a little irritating, just going to school for non-stop PW is just fucking retarded. Not to mention totally not effective, the internet connection is shite, even with an ethernet cable it takes ages to load anything other than Google.

Oh oh. And. After moderation, I think, I frigging passed Chinese! Unless my Chinese teacher lied to me of course. A little wary of it though, why is there moderation for Chinese in the first place? It’s not even counted for the promos. Hmm

I tried being a good student and sit through the Chinese Lecture. Managed to stay awake during the first hour albeit really only due to drawing on a lone piece of paper. Wanted to upload it but I realise that some things I draw sub-consciously can be rather disturbing, but at least drawings of demons have improved….. a little.

Zonked out during the second half. Could not take it at all.

Random Notes:

I still don’t understand why I am afraid, so meh

Heard and saw the most WTF thing ever. Freaking hundred percent rule keeps popping up. So. Much. Fail.

I shall try practising OP. In Singlish.

I have the feeling that some thing’s gonna happen tomorrow. Just don’t know what yet. Freaking shells

Signing Off…………………. Senseless

Okay.

So I really can’t say that I have been giving my 100% for PW today. But what the hey, after about 30 minutes of trying, with loads of luck and shit, managed to get the high score for Bejewelled Blitz. The end was just win, explosions everywhere that kept going on as blocks continued to fall.

Uber rush in ze morning to get the WR photo-copied. Meh. Woke up late again. There seems to be a curse, any phone that ends up in my possession, somehow or rather will eventually lose it’s ability to ring.

Back to editing my OP slides

Random Notes:

I am seriously, seriously sick of seeing and searching for images of obese people.

Psuedo Honour Roll list was just sick. 78 rank points WTF!?

This is just too awesome. I wonder if it applies to Singapore.

I have nothing to say, rather depressed right now

Signing Off……….. Pre-empting the pre-empt

I just heard epic 987 song request on the radio. Didn’t really catch the school but can guess it to be Maris Stella. No other school is as strange (see: awesome) to name their students “Angels in Disguise, Champions, Heroes etc etc”.

Woke up early to watch UFC 104, mainly interested in the match between Shogun and Machida. Fan of both, tilted slightly towards Shogun. Kind of worried at first, but then it soon let up as Shogun began to totally work Machida on the feet, in my eyes, easily winning the decision. Then the decision came out, Machida won by decision. Judges were blind, clearly. Shogun got robbed. WAR SHOGUN!

The hype of an untouchable Machida is gone, a new (unofficial) LHW king has been crowned

Desperate, last minute WR editing going on right now

Random Notes:

My desktop is filled with many, many WR drafts. Each with a weird name.

Death from above

Signing Off…………… Questioning