Not Nearly Enough

Yup

So the big ‘A’s are coming like real soon (see: Next Wednesday). The first week isn’t so bad though GP and Maths, not much that I can worry about I guess since last-minute studying of the two would be kind of counter productive, not that I have any idea how the hell one is supposed to study for GP. Beginning to worry a lot for GP though, haven’t gotten stellar marks for GP during the whole of J2, managing only a B once unlike last year. Really crappy overall as, for me, luck plays a huge part in my marks since I opt for  random questions for Paper 1, which will either end up as a good piece of writing or going seriously off track.

The second and third weeks hold a lot more I guess. With Econs and Chem rearing its head, it’s funny how I have given up on my H1 Chem. Despite everyone saying that H1 Chem is a free A, for some reason I just cannot understand/learn/memorise anything from it. In fact, I dare say that my GP stands a higher chance of an A then my Chemistry. And Econs, well, fuck it.

Running out of steam fast, slacking throughout this Deepavali, which would not be that bad a thing if I had done as much as I could before I ran out of the figurative coal. Didn’t feel as it I did so much for the A levels though. Sure I was in the school studying like almost everyday but really, the work I did was not really all that much, one or two papers a day in addition to some off-hand reading when I got bored. The fact that being home and playing till 2 in the morning is kind of a waste. Hmm.

I know sometimes I appear as if I am not really worried about the A levels but, I really am. Take it as a coping mechanism of sorts, some people deal with stress with severe depression and emo-ness, I deal with it by not giving a fuck and laughing it off. But it’s all good though. A few more weeks to freedom and worrying about when my letter with my date of enlistment is gonna come

The only bad thing of course is being too weak in the mind to succumb to all the temptations around me and not focusing on the task at hand. Such as what I am doing now -.-

- and Bejewelled of course

Played Halo: Reach – like a boss – with Marists last Sunday, like no one gave a fuck that A levels was the week after and that everyone else was taking Geography which starts on like Monday.

Random Notes:

Nothing better than a lengthy post to waste the time away

Hopefully I won’t have to pull the blog up during the A levels to rant. Such as complaining about the size of an atom and why the %^&* I slept with 45 minutes to spare without doing the last 3 pages

Signing Off………….. Wel that’s strange. Have you tried not banging your head against the wall?